Dedicated to my thoughts

This blog is dedicated to my thoughts.

The thoughts that would kill.
The thoughts that could take away my sanity.

I want to lock them in here, in a space where it can't hurt.
Where it can catch the darkest thoughts and save me.

Every blank piece of paper, every space leads to escape.
Where thoughts could be freely expressed, no pretensions, no masks, no suppression.

I want the world to know what I feel. The thoughts that makes me blue.
The blue stuff the makes me think.

It seems like blue is already a part of me that I couldn't get away from.
It clings, pulls me down with it. And I need somewhere far, but too close where I can jot it all down.

*sigh*

Is it right to feed on emotions and dwell on them?
Because I do.